Sometimes the aches and pains we feel in this lifetime, especially ones that are chronic or for which the doctors have no explanation may be a message from our bodies concerning an emotional issue. I have written previously how every time I have a cold, I will ask my body what message it is trying to send me. I have noticed that I have not suffered many colds lately, and my back has not caused me more than just a twinge, for a couple of years. I realize that just the business of living life causes us the occasional sickness and not every one of our aches and pains has a message, but when we seem to have something recurring on a regular basis, it is often helpful to tune into the non physical realm to gain some insight.
Recently I was called upon to assist a woman who was having chronic pain in her lower abdomen. She had gone to the doctors several times, been tested for hernias and countless other possible causes. The doctors could not find the source of her pain and offered no explanation. I guess as a last resort she sought me out. Quickly after tuning into her energy, I sensed the pain was a result of the emotional trauma she had suffered many years ago when she lost a baby only several hours after she was born. Over the course of the years she had buried those unresolved emotions deep inside, and suffered from years of guilt and sorrow as a result of this loss. During our session we were able to contact the soul of her child, who had a message for her of love and acceptance. She told her mother that she frequently visited her and wanted her to release the pain from this loss and realize that there was no fault on anyone's part. During our session this woman was able to release her pain from this loss and find closure in this most painful event. I was able to help her find comfort in the knowledge that her daughter was close by and visited her many times. Since this healing session, which happened about a month ago, she has since suffered no pain in her lower abdomen.
Many times pains we feel may also be linked to events in previous lives. A lot of times our souls remember these events and recreate the pain in the life we are now living. Once I was sending healing energy to an acquaintance who had some injury to her foot and ankle and while tuning in to her body I was able to tune into two previous lives where she had injured the same foot. How do we find resolution when we do not even consciously remember the events that are causing us pain? Many times if we have unresolved issues in one particular life, we will reincarnate and end up repeating the same patterns until that particular issue is resolved. It may be something simple like breaking a leg at the same age in every lifetime, or it could be more complex, like having children who die at a young age, or contracting an illness that takes our life at around the same age of each lifetime. I once related how I had contacted the soul of my husband in this lifetime to remind him that just because he had died young in a previous lifetime which we shared together did not mean he had to repeat the occurrence. I reminded his soul that this was a different lifetime and his time was not over yet. He quickly recovered from the sickness which was bothering him and we have had no recurrences.
If you feel that you may be plagued by a physical issue that has its roots in an emotional event from the past or even a past life memory, there is help. Many times we need help in resolving these issues, because we are too close to our own issues to see clearly. Many times we may not be aware that a physical issue is rooted in the emotional realm, but if it is chronic or seems to have no diagnosis or explanation from medical science then there is a good chance that it is rooted in the emotional realm.
There is help from the Higher Realms. Our guides and Angels are always available to help us resolve issues that seem to continually plague us. All of the medical advice and pills in the world will not resolve a physical issue if it is rooted in the emotions.
How do we get answers from the Angels concerning these issues? One way is to ask them for a dream before you go to bed at night. Another is to seek out those who specialize in this type of healing. Remember that the reason something continually reoccurs is so that it can be healed. The emotions desire to be healed and resolved probably more than you want to resolve them. You do not have to be in the presence of a healer to get the answers you need. There is no distance in the non physical realm. Simply ask and the answers will be given to you. The Universe knows what you need and who is the best one to assist you in receiving the help you need. Don't be afraid to ask!
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
Shape Shifting
Years ago I used to paint. I enjoyed painting murals especially. I remember one time I was painting a mural in a local business and a customer came up to me and remarked something about me being an artist. I think maybe she wanted to see some of my work displayed somewhere or asked me if I had any pieces for sale. I replied that I was not really an artist. I just did this for fun. My real job was working at the Post Office. I remember that she told me not ever to sell myself short. She told me that I was an artist whether I saw myself as one or not.
Fast forward about ten or eleven years. I went to a clairvoyant who told me that I was a healer. She told me that I would bring physical and emotional healing to many through the messages I heard from the Angels. She asked me why I didn't do anything with this gift I had. I told her that I did not really know how to incorporate that into my life. " I just work at the Post Office," I remember telling her. "Sweetheart," I remember her saying, " I don't ever want to hear you say you just work at the Post Office ever again. You are a healer. You just need to see yourself as one."
Now three years later I have learned to incorporate this gift into my life somewhat. But I think somewhere deep inside I thought that I was still attaining to the title, that "healer" or "messenger" was something that I would like to be or maybe would be someday. Then came a couple weeks of silence from the Higher Realms. At first I just thought, okay, I just need a break. But one day I said to my Guides and Angels, "okay, I just need something. Tell me something. Anything."
I sat down in my healing room with a couple of books and I told the Angels that I was just going to open book randomly and whatever I read I was going to take it as a message for me from Them.
The book I picked up was called Shape Shifting. The page I opened to was a story of a girl who aspired to be a dancer. Every day she practiced for hours and hours. But she never felt ready to audition. Her mother took her to see the author of the book who asked her to dance for her. She related that it was the most beautiful dancing she had ever seen. The author of this book told the girl that as long as she saw herself as a dancer sometime in the future that it would never happen. She had to realize she was already a dancer. When the girl "shape shifted" her thinking, she got hired by a major dance troupe within a week.
What do you aspire to? Do your dreams always seem just beyond your reach? Maybe you need to shift how you see yourself! Yes, the young girl still had to audition. She still had to practice. Her career as a dancer didn't fall out of the sky. But she had to first change how she saw herself. I am sure that I am not the only person who has not seen myself as the person I aspired to be. Let us all learn to see ourselves in the most grand scenarios, accomplishing our dreams and living our lives to the fullest. Just as a wizard shape shifts into fish or animals, let us shape shift into the person we would like to be. All we need to do is realize that we are already that person. All the potential of what we would love to do and be is already within us. We just need to see it.
Fast forward about ten or eleven years. I went to a clairvoyant who told me that I was a healer. She told me that I would bring physical and emotional healing to many through the messages I heard from the Angels. She asked me why I didn't do anything with this gift I had. I told her that I did not really know how to incorporate that into my life. " I just work at the Post Office," I remember telling her. "Sweetheart," I remember her saying, " I don't ever want to hear you say you just work at the Post Office ever again. You are a healer. You just need to see yourself as one."
Now three years later I have learned to incorporate this gift into my life somewhat. But I think somewhere deep inside I thought that I was still attaining to the title, that "healer" or "messenger" was something that I would like to be or maybe would be someday. Then came a couple weeks of silence from the Higher Realms. At first I just thought, okay, I just need a break. But one day I said to my Guides and Angels, "okay, I just need something. Tell me something. Anything."
I sat down in my healing room with a couple of books and I told the Angels that I was just going to open book randomly and whatever I read I was going to take it as a message for me from Them.
The book I picked up was called Shape Shifting. The page I opened to was a story of a girl who aspired to be a dancer. Every day she practiced for hours and hours. But she never felt ready to audition. Her mother took her to see the author of the book who asked her to dance for her. She related that it was the most beautiful dancing she had ever seen. The author of this book told the girl that as long as she saw herself as a dancer sometime in the future that it would never happen. She had to realize she was already a dancer. When the girl "shape shifted" her thinking, she got hired by a major dance troupe within a week.
What do you aspire to? Do your dreams always seem just beyond your reach? Maybe you need to shift how you see yourself! Yes, the young girl still had to audition. She still had to practice. Her career as a dancer didn't fall out of the sky. But she had to first change how she saw herself. I am sure that I am not the only person who has not seen myself as the person I aspired to be. Let us all learn to see ourselves in the most grand scenarios, accomplishing our dreams and living our lives to the fullest. Just as a wizard shape shifts into fish or animals, let us shape shift into the person we would like to be. All we need to do is realize that we are already that person. All the potential of what we would love to do and be is already within us. We just need to see it.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Where's the Joy?
In case you haven't noticed I have taken a couple of weeks off from posting blogs. I am not saying that I have not been receiving any messages from the Other Realms but the messages I have been receiving have been for specific people and specific circumstances, not for general information or for inspiration from which we all can benefit. I have received some signs that the Angels have not forgotten about me and are still around ( I need that kind of thing and I guess They know that).
This week while vacationing at the beach a white feather just kind of fluttered down from the sky and landed at my feet. Granted, I was sitting outside. Granted, there were seagulls flying overhead. Yes, I understand that the chances of a feather fluttering down were not all that unusual. However, I will mention that during a previous vacation at the beach one of those wonderful seagulls decided to take that moment to relieve himself of his dinner on my head. I also took that as a sign of what was going on in my life at that time. This time I got a feather. I take that as a sign that all is well this time and that the Angels are close by and looking out for me and my family as we vacation at the beach.
It was interesting to me what my emotions were doing this time as we vacationed at the beach. In my own personal life all seems to be well but I struggle to help my daughter through a difficult time in her life. I am not sure if it was this that weighed on my heart or maybe I was picking up on the emotions of the general public. But it seems to me I had to remind myself that I was in fact on vacation at the beach and that all was well. I seemed to frequently be picking up on some sadness in or around me. I am not sure from where that was coming. I am sure it was not coming from me. Frequently I had to check in with my soul and go to that place where the joy resides. I had to continually send back the energies of sadness to their source and tap into that place of joy.
I have read that the past month has contained within it the intense frequencies of change resulting from three eclipses and the full and the new moon. Apparently this past month has been a cornucopia of intense energies. Yes I have felt that. And no, I am not so evolved that I have had clear communications from the Other Side as to how to interpret the intense emotions I have been experiencing. Yes. I am forty eight years old and it is possible I am just in the throes of peri -menopause as my husband suggests. Or maybe it is some thing else.
This is what I suggest. In those times where emotions are running rampant and especially for those of us who feel the emotions of others especially when we are in large groups of people: go to your happy place!! Breathe deeply!! Remind yourself that all is well. Find that place inside of you where the joy resides and tap into it. No I do not know why on this particular vacation to the beach I could not seem to get away from that feeling of sadness. But this is what I did. I sent those feelings of sadness back to their Source and tapped into that place inside of me that is pure joy. I chose to feel the joy and experience the joy. I chose to disconnect from the people that I could possibly be picking up feelings of discontent or sadness. I did not deny that the sadness existed. I just chose to tap into the feelings of joy instead. It is a choice!!
I guess this is my sentiment for the day. Sometimes we may be in the most ideal of circumstances. In my case, my favorite place in the world is at the beach. But for some reason, I felt sadness. I am sure I was picking up on some sort of emotions coming from someone around me, possibly someone I know, but maybe someone I do not know. I am sorry that I was not able to determine who that person was and I was not able to assist them. Sometimes I can help. Sometimes I can't. But my job was to get to my happy place. I cannot be everything to everyone. I needed a vacation. I had to send those emotions away in order to enjoy my vacation. And that's okay too, Getting to that place of joy is what is most important. That is what changes our life for the better. I have gotten pretty good at finding that place of joy within me and the emotions of others seem to disappear. There is a time when I am able to tap into those emotions and assist those in need. And sometimes I just need to sit by the water in the sun and enjoy myself. Both are equally important.
To those of you who are sensitive to the emotions of others and sometimes find yourself feeling a conflicting emotion from the one you expected to feel, take heart!! Just choose to feel differently! You are allowed to send those lower emotions away and feel joy instead!! Just tap into that place inside of you where joy resides and invite her in!!
This week while vacationing at the beach a white feather just kind of fluttered down from the sky and landed at my feet. Granted, I was sitting outside. Granted, there were seagulls flying overhead. Yes, I understand that the chances of a feather fluttering down were not all that unusual. However, I will mention that during a previous vacation at the beach one of those wonderful seagulls decided to take that moment to relieve himself of his dinner on my head. I also took that as a sign of what was going on in my life at that time. This time I got a feather. I take that as a sign that all is well this time and that the Angels are close by and looking out for me and my family as we vacation at the beach.
It was interesting to me what my emotions were doing this time as we vacationed at the beach. In my own personal life all seems to be well but I struggle to help my daughter through a difficult time in her life. I am not sure if it was this that weighed on my heart or maybe I was picking up on the emotions of the general public. But it seems to me I had to remind myself that I was in fact on vacation at the beach and that all was well. I seemed to frequently be picking up on some sadness in or around me. I am not sure from where that was coming. I am sure it was not coming from me. Frequently I had to check in with my soul and go to that place where the joy resides. I had to continually send back the energies of sadness to their source and tap into that place of joy.
I have read that the past month has contained within it the intense frequencies of change resulting from three eclipses and the full and the new moon. Apparently this past month has been a cornucopia of intense energies. Yes I have felt that. And no, I am not so evolved that I have had clear communications from the Other Side as to how to interpret the intense emotions I have been experiencing. Yes. I am forty eight years old and it is possible I am just in the throes of peri -menopause as my husband suggests. Or maybe it is some thing else.
This is what I suggest. In those times where emotions are running rampant and especially for those of us who feel the emotions of others especially when we are in large groups of people: go to your happy place!! Breathe deeply!! Remind yourself that all is well. Find that place inside of you where the joy resides and tap into it. No I do not know why on this particular vacation to the beach I could not seem to get away from that feeling of sadness. But this is what I did. I sent those feelings of sadness back to their Source and tapped into that place inside of me that is pure joy. I chose to feel the joy and experience the joy. I chose to disconnect from the people that I could possibly be picking up feelings of discontent or sadness. I did not deny that the sadness existed. I just chose to tap into the feelings of joy instead. It is a choice!!
I guess this is my sentiment for the day. Sometimes we may be in the most ideal of circumstances. In my case, my favorite place in the world is at the beach. But for some reason, I felt sadness. I am sure I was picking up on some sort of emotions coming from someone around me, possibly someone I know, but maybe someone I do not know. I am sorry that I was not able to determine who that person was and I was not able to assist them. Sometimes I can help. Sometimes I can't. But my job was to get to my happy place. I cannot be everything to everyone. I needed a vacation. I had to send those emotions away in order to enjoy my vacation. And that's okay too, Getting to that place of joy is what is most important. That is what changes our life for the better. I have gotten pretty good at finding that place of joy within me and the emotions of others seem to disappear. There is a time when I am able to tap into those emotions and assist those in need. And sometimes I just need to sit by the water in the sun and enjoy myself. Both are equally important.
To those of you who are sensitive to the emotions of others and sometimes find yourself feeling a conflicting emotion from the one you expected to feel, take heart!! Just choose to feel differently! You are allowed to send those lower emotions away and feel joy instead!! Just tap into that place inside of you where joy resides and invite her in!!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Seeing Through the Eyes of a Bug
Once again my experience came to me while meditating in the park. I was sitting near a cluster of purple flowers extended onto long stems that swayed in the breeze. I felt a magnificent presence in the particular spot where I had chosen to tune in and I wanted to see if it was human or Angelic or possibly elemental.
After only a few seconds of tuning into the energies around me, with my eyes closed I noticed that I suddenly felt like I was swaying up and down and up and down. In front of me I noticed long stems from flowers but interestingly enough they were huge! I felt like my eyes were very large like those photos you see of aliens. I wondered at first if I could be connecting with an alien! I noticed that I could see from a larger perspective than normal. My peripheral vision seemed to have extended way beyond what is normal for me. However, what I noticed most of all was the swaying. In a few moments I realized I had connected with a bug! I initiated conversation with this bug. Knowing that bugs do not understand English, I know that the bug could sense the feeling of the thoughts I was trying to communicate. My first inclination was to ask what kind of bug it was, but I felt the impression of his thoughts to mine that bugs do not understand names or distinctions like we humans do. He just knew what he was and he was okay with that knowledge. I instantly was impressed with the feeling that there was peace in his existence. He did not fear being eaten by a bigger bug. He just accepted life as it was offered to him and enjoyed the moment of swaying in the breeze on the petal of a small flower.
I could not leave him without asking him if he wouldn't mind talking to the mosquito cousins of his and seeing if they could stop their incessant attacks on my skin. Yes I realize he doesn't understand names but he felt the essence of my request and he told me he would see what he could do.
I realize that there is no hierarchy in the reality of life. A bug's existence is just as important as we think we are. It is all relative. As I came back to myself and felt my feet standing on the ground beneath me I couldn't help but wonder if in reality I was just a bug on some leaf somewhere and that this world I lived in was really just a small piece of a larger existence and if beings larger than myself ever gazed at me and wondered at my small life.
I have noticed since my connection with this little creature that I have suffered less from bug bites. Maybe my request truly was heard. I have connected with the small creatures in the past and made requests, some of which were answered with a yes and some with a no, which I have written about in the past. Sometimes maybe they just want us to see life through their eyes, or maybe they would like to see life through ours. I wonder.......when I was connecting with this bug and seeing life through his eyes if maybe he was looking at life through mine. What a different connection that must have been.
After only a few seconds of tuning into the energies around me, with my eyes closed I noticed that I suddenly felt like I was swaying up and down and up and down. In front of me I noticed long stems from flowers but interestingly enough they were huge! I felt like my eyes were very large like those photos you see of aliens. I wondered at first if I could be connecting with an alien! I noticed that I could see from a larger perspective than normal. My peripheral vision seemed to have extended way beyond what is normal for me. However, what I noticed most of all was the swaying. In a few moments I realized I had connected with a bug! I initiated conversation with this bug. Knowing that bugs do not understand English, I know that the bug could sense the feeling of the thoughts I was trying to communicate. My first inclination was to ask what kind of bug it was, but I felt the impression of his thoughts to mine that bugs do not understand names or distinctions like we humans do. He just knew what he was and he was okay with that knowledge. I instantly was impressed with the feeling that there was peace in his existence. He did not fear being eaten by a bigger bug. He just accepted life as it was offered to him and enjoyed the moment of swaying in the breeze on the petal of a small flower.
I could not leave him without asking him if he wouldn't mind talking to the mosquito cousins of his and seeing if they could stop their incessant attacks on my skin. Yes I realize he doesn't understand names but he felt the essence of my request and he told me he would see what he could do.
I realize that there is no hierarchy in the reality of life. A bug's existence is just as important as we think we are. It is all relative. As I came back to myself and felt my feet standing on the ground beneath me I couldn't help but wonder if in reality I was just a bug on some leaf somewhere and that this world I lived in was really just a small piece of a larger existence and if beings larger than myself ever gazed at me and wondered at my small life.
I have noticed since my connection with this little creature that I have suffered less from bug bites. Maybe my request truly was heard. I have connected with the small creatures in the past and made requests, some of which were answered with a yes and some with a no, which I have written about in the past. Sometimes maybe they just want us to see life through their eyes, or maybe they would like to see life through ours. I wonder.......when I was connecting with this bug and seeing life through his eyes if maybe he was looking at life through mine. What a different connection that must have been.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Help Me to the Light
Recently my husband and I and a few friends visited a historical site in Clearsprings Md. A beautiful large estate on an expansive property, this house was built in the 1830's. It has a rich history and I felt honored to visit. Beautifully decorated with many period antiques, I immediately sensed a great deal of non physical energy there. At first I was not sure whether the energy was attached to the property or possibly the antique furniture. Most of the time I felt that the energy was content, but on occasion I would happen upon a very sad feeling. The feeling seemed to move from room to room. I started feeling the sadness in the dining room. Not a person who cries, I almost felt the urge to burst into tears. Not verbalizing this feeling at first, I wandered around the rest of the house from room to room. On occasion I would run into this feeling again, but I noticed if I verbalized the feeling of sadness or tried to pick up on its origin, it would quickly dissipate.
The opportunity came later to attempt to connect with the soul with whom this feeling of sadness rested. I connected with a young girl, possibly a teenager, who had come to visit the family who owned the property at some point in the past. I picked up from the connection with her that either before or during her visit here she had become pregnant which was not acceptable in this time period and especially because the father was African American. I was not sure if the act was consensual but I felt like it was. She had apparently stayed at this location until the birth of the baby and then sent home. She never got to see the baby or know any details of his life after that time. Apparently this traumatic experience had left a portion of her soul stuck in this house grieving the loss of her youth and her child. When I connected with her I assured her that there was no judgement coming from me or anyone else in the group and that we understood and felt her pain. This seemed to help. At first her energy kept coming and going and I would have to continually have to try to reconnect with her. I felt like she probably suffered from a lot of guilt and shame. After sending her the energy of love and light, I lost the connection but I hoped that she had gone to the "light"......
Later I was in the basement with another woman who mentioned that the last time she was in the basement her and another girl had picked up on their recorders......"help me to the light"......She mentioned that the energy felt better now than it had that night and I felt like maybe the voice was the voice of the young girl with whom we had connected. I mentioned that I would like to know if we had indeed helped her. I lost contact with her energy before I knew whether she had been helped or not. Immediately I felt her energy tell me that yes, she had found the light and that her son was there to greet her. She was extremely happy and grateful for the help. We walked through the house again and did not feel the feelings of sadness anywhere in the house that time.
It always feels good to help a fellow traveler through this maze we call life. Whether in body or in spirit, sometimes pieces of our souls get stuck in traumatic events. I am not saying that this girl I connected to was a "ghost", but the energy of this trauma and the emotions surrounding it had left an impression in the house. At least a portion of her soul was stuck here and needed to be released to the "light". Is this light "heaven?" I don't know. When she died was her soul stuck wandering around this earth and she somehow ended up here where this piece of her past "haunted" her? This I don't know either. I am thinking that sometimes pieces of our souls get stuck in events that are charged with emotion. We may die, cross over, even reincarnate, but a piece of our essence is "stuck" in this emotionally charged event. I am thinking that if I am able to bring healing and light to this part of a girl who suffered a trauma and cross her over into the "light", that maybe that portion of her soul that got left behind gets reunited with the part of her that crossed over when she died. Who knows. None of us knows. I am just guessing. I do know that when her soul came back and thanked me for the help I felt such joy as if all the Angels were celebrating. That is all that matters.
The opportunity came later to attempt to connect with the soul with whom this feeling of sadness rested. I connected with a young girl, possibly a teenager, who had come to visit the family who owned the property at some point in the past. I picked up from the connection with her that either before or during her visit here she had become pregnant which was not acceptable in this time period and especially because the father was African American. I was not sure if the act was consensual but I felt like it was. She had apparently stayed at this location until the birth of the baby and then sent home. She never got to see the baby or know any details of his life after that time. Apparently this traumatic experience had left a portion of her soul stuck in this house grieving the loss of her youth and her child. When I connected with her I assured her that there was no judgement coming from me or anyone else in the group and that we understood and felt her pain. This seemed to help. At first her energy kept coming and going and I would have to continually have to try to reconnect with her. I felt like she probably suffered from a lot of guilt and shame. After sending her the energy of love and light, I lost the connection but I hoped that she had gone to the "light"......
Later I was in the basement with another woman who mentioned that the last time she was in the basement her and another girl had picked up on their recorders......"help me to the light"......She mentioned that the energy felt better now than it had that night and I felt like maybe the voice was the voice of the young girl with whom we had connected. I mentioned that I would like to know if we had indeed helped her. I lost contact with her energy before I knew whether she had been helped or not. Immediately I felt her energy tell me that yes, she had found the light and that her son was there to greet her. She was extremely happy and grateful for the help. We walked through the house again and did not feel the feelings of sadness anywhere in the house that time.
It always feels good to help a fellow traveler through this maze we call life. Whether in body or in spirit, sometimes pieces of our souls get stuck in traumatic events. I am not saying that this girl I connected to was a "ghost", but the energy of this trauma and the emotions surrounding it had left an impression in the house. At least a portion of her soul was stuck here and needed to be released to the "light". Is this light "heaven?" I don't know. When she died was her soul stuck wandering around this earth and she somehow ended up here where this piece of her past "haunted" her? This I don't know either. I am thinking that sometimes pieces of our souls get stuck in events that are charged with emotion. We may die, cross over, even reincarnate, but a piece of our essence is "stuck" in this emotionally charged event. I am thinking that if I am able to bring healing and light to this part of a girl who suffered a trauma and cross her over into the "light", that maybe that portion of her soul that got left behind gets reunited with the part of her that crossed over when she died. Who knows. None of us knows. I am just guessing. I do know that when her soul came back and thanked me for the help I felt such joy as if all the Angels were celebrating. That is all that matters.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Another Incident in the Park
There is a fitness trail at the park which I have visited for many years. One portion of it runs very near some wooded areas, which have always made me feel uncomfortable. When I am running, I usually run quickly by this area. Until today it had never occurred to me to visit those wooded areas in my spirit body and see what was going on there.
Upon entering the area in my spirit body, I immediately knew that there had been at least one rape here. I felt a portion of the soul of at least one victim and at least one perpetrator. My normal response would have been to immediately go to the soul of the victim to offer healing first without a thought for the soul of the perpetrator, but I knew as a healer I must offer healing to both victim and perpetrator. Surprisingly, it was the soul of the perpetrator that first made contact. A portion of his soul was stuck here, feeling guilt and shame and yet at the same time helpless to change his behavior or find retribution. I knew that I must offer him the choice to feel love and light. His vibration at the time of the incident had attracted a low vibration spirit which had almost overcome him, making him helpless to act any other way but the way he had acted. The first thing I did was to offer him help and healing and show him the light of love. Apparently he had never been offered love before. He immediately embraced the light and the Angels took this portion of this soul into the light.
The soul of the victim was stuck there as well, but, not knowing for sure whether she was still living or not, I asked her if she wanted to return her oversoul. She was afraid that the incident would repeat itself and was unwilling to go back. I then asked the Angels to hold this portion of the victim's soul in their arms until the union could take place.
I felt the need to send loving energy all around the park as I made my way around the track, and at one point, my spirit guide the Crow came to me. Crow told me that a portion of his soul had witnessed the event and had repeatedly called out for help as the event occurred, and that its soul had been wounded in the attack as well, from feeling powerless to intervene. This surprised me, but immediately I sent love and healing energy to the Crow and any other creatures that had been nearby when the event occurred. I also felt the need to send healing energy into the land, and to extract any low energies of violence which had seeped into the ground.
I asked the Spirit of the Park if the healing work was complete, and she indicated that it was much improved. Upon my last visit around the portion of the trail that bordered the injured area, I noticed that the energy was much lighter. There were squirrels playing and a flock of birds frolicking around the area. I had not noticed any creatures playing around my first two times close to the edge of the woods. I asked for a sign from the Spirit of the Park that the work was complete, and within a few seconds a Crow landed in a tree within a few feet of me crowing incessantly. This was the closest I had ever gotten to a Crow. I took this as a sign that the healing had taken effect and I thanked my Guides and Angels and the Spirit of the Park for their assistance and also for the idea of sending healing energy into this portion of the park. I am hoping that others in this area will visit the park and send loving energy into the wooded areas to seal the healing.
It amazes me to think that I have been walking or running this trail for twenty years or more and it just now occurred to me to send healing energy to the portion of the trail that has always made me feel uneasy. It just shows me that the urges from Spirit are always there, we are just not always listening.
Upon entering the area in my spirit body, I immediately knew that there had been at least one rape here. I felt a portion of the soul of at least one victim and at least one perpetrator. My normal response would have been to immediately go to the soul of the victim to offer healing first without a thought for the soul of the perpetrator, but I knew as a healer I must offer healing to both victim and perpetrator. Surprisingly, it was the soul of the perpetrator that first made contact. A portion of his soul was stuck here, feeling guilt and shame and yet at the same time helpless to change his behavior or find retribution. I knew that I must offer him the choice to feel love and light. His vibration at the time of the incident had attracted a low vibration spirit which had almost overcome him, making him helpless to act any other way but the way he had acted. The first thing I did was to offer him help and healing and show him the light of love. Apparently he had never been offered love before. He immediately embraced the light and the Angels took this portion of this soul into the light.
The soul of the victim was stuck there as well, but, not knowing for sure whether she was still living or not, I asked her if she wanted to return her oversoul. She was afraid that the incident would repeat itself and was unwilling to go back. I then asked the Angels to hold this portion of the victim's soul in their arms until the union could take place.
I felt the need to send loving energy all around the park as I made my way around the track, and at one point, my spirit guide the Crow came to me. Crow told me that a portion of his soul had witnessed the event and had repeatedly called out for help as the event occurred, and that its soul had been wounded in the attack as well, from feeling powerless to intervene. This surprised me, but immediately I sent love and healing energy to the Crow and any other creatures that had been nearby when the event occurred. I also felt the need to send healing energy into the land, and to extract any low energies of violence which had seeped into the ground.
I asked the Spirit of the Park if the healing work was complete, and she indicated that it was much improved. Upon my last visit around the portion of the trail that bordered the injured area, I noticed that the energy was much lighter. There were squirrels playing and a flock of birds frolicking around the area. I had not noticed any creatures playing around my first two times close to the edge of the woods. I asked for a sign from the Spirit of the Park that the work was complete, and within a few seconds a Crow landed in a tree within a few feet of me crowing incessantly. This was the closest I had ever gotten to a Crow. I took this as a sign that the healing had taken effect and I thanked my Guides and Angels and the Spirit of the Park for their assistance and also for the idea of sending healing energy into this portion of the park. I am hoping that others in this area will visit the park and send loving energy into the wooded areas to seal the healing.
It amazes me to think that I have been walking or running this trail for twenty years or more and it just now occurred to me to send healing energy to the portion of the trail that has always made me feel uneasy. It just shows me that the urges from Spirit are always there, we are just not always listening.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
This Crowded World We Live In
In my last blog I wrote about a dream I had about going to the beach and for some reason we had taken along a lot of people I did not know. I wrote that I had decided the dream was about clutter, having things in my life that were keeping me from enjoying myself. So apparently the message the Angels are trying to send me has not yet been resolved. Two days later, another dream of crowds of people, many of which I do not know. This time I was helping my daughter move, and so many people showed up to help that there were car loads of people everywhere. The street in front of her house and the driveway were filled with cars and people everywhere. Some I knew, some I did not. In this dream I did recognize that some of the people were relatives. There was an aunt and uncle who both recently passed, and all their living children and grandchildren. We were all happy to see each other, and everyone was busy visiting and also helping with the move.
Whenever I have similar dreams with similar scenarios I try to take notice. Why in the world am I dreaming about large crowds of people? I remember at one point in the dream the phone rang and it was my mother. I realized in the dream that my mother had passed so how could she be calling on the phone?
The thought occurs to me that we are all connected. I am connected in some way to the clerk at the grocery store, to every person I wait on at the Post Office, to the living, to the dead, to every person with whom I have ever had any interaction at all. When I write a blog and someone reads it, I am connected to the person who reads it and they are connected to me. When I go on vacation or help my daughter move, and I write about it in a blog, or I dream about it and write it in a blog, then every person who reads the blog for a moment is connected to me. Every person I connect with who is no longer in their physical body is connected to me for the moment that I am interacting with them. Then if I happen to write about an interaction with that person, and someone reads it, then that person who is no longer in body is connected to the person who is reading about them in my blog. If I talk about someone or make fun of them, then the thoughts I think and the words I say affect that person in a great way and they don't know where that energy came from. Both the words I say and the thoughts I think affect my world around me but it also affects the people who I talk about and the people who I talk to......wow....no wonder I am dreaming about crowds and crowds of people.
This should make us mindful of the words we speak and the thoughts we think. If every thought we think is a prayer, imagine what we are praying for!! No wonder so many of us find ourselves in so much drama. And if we think or speak of things repeatedly, that gives them even more power.
Just for today, I am going to try to focus my thoughts of others in a positive way. I am going to imagine that my interactions with others are all positive and enjoyable. That makes my life better and possibly their lives better as well. Try it. If we all attempt to make our interactions and our thoughts of others positive, think how we can raise the vibration of our world? We are living in a crowded world. We may as well enjoy each other's company.
Whenever I have similar dreams with similar scenarios I try to take notice. Why in the world am I dreaming about large crowds of people? I remember at one point in the dream the phone rang and it was my mother. I realized in the dream that my mother had passed so how could she be calling on the phone?
The thought occurs to me that we are all connected. I am connected in some way to the clerk at the grocery store, to every person I wait on at the Post Office, to the living, to the dead, to every person with whom I have ever had any interaction at all. When I write a blog and someone reads it, I am connected to the person who reads it and they are connected to me. When I go on vacation or help my daughter move, and I write about it in a blog, or I dream about it and write it in a blog, then every person who reads the blog for a moment is connected to me. Every person I connect with who is no longer in their physical body is connected to me for the moment that I am interacting with them. Then if I happen to write about an interaction with that person, and someone reads it, then that person who is no longer in body is connected to the person who is reading about them in my blog. If I talk about someone or make fun of them, then the thoughts I think and the words I say affect that person in a great way and they don't know where that energy came from. Both the words I say and the thoughts I think affect my world around me but it also affects the people who I talk about and the people who I talk to......wow....no wonder I am dreaming about crowds and crowds of people.
This should make us mindful of the words we speak and the thoughts we think. If every thought we think is a prayer, imagine what we are praying for!! No wonder so many of us find ourselves in so much drama. And if we think or speak of things repeatedly, that gives them even more power.
Just for today, I am going to try to focus my thoughts of others in a positive way. I am going to imagine that my interactions with others are all positive and enjoyable. That makes my life better and possibly their lives better as well. Try it. If we all attempt to make our interactions and our thoughts of others positive, think how we can raise the vibration of our world? We are living in a crowded world. We may as well enjoy each other's company.
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